[28 Nov 2009|05:44am] __starsownyou [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Karen O and the Kids ] Six or so months have past, its time. My current pastimes are school, being impulsive and thinking so much I give myself a migraine. Oy, ces't la vie. I think its incredibly retarded of me to have slacked off basically all semester to now not even know if I'm going to pass, great job. But then again it would be the cherry on top of this disaster of a year. Its been a while since I've had to reanalyze some of the people I hung around, the past few months have opened up my eyes oh so wide.. reality blows but I prefer not to have to deal with pretense. I like the people I see now, I feel like I can trust them.. Love? I'll pass, but I must admit the new guy is giving me ze butterflies. I've never talked to a guy like this one, he's definitely different then the typical assholes I fall for. I'm shocked that after this year's complete failure with guys I haven't become a misanthrope. This might be the only good ending to this year. And oh what an ending ;) So I suppose the saying still goes, "everything happens for a reason." An ellipsis is in order since its past 5 am and I still have more to type so...

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